Yesterday, I was a complete mess.
I walked so far and kept walking until i realized I just really need to let all those feelings go, its just too cripling. I in no way should have given someone else control over my emotions, of my feelings. I need to be stronger then that. I can be. I will prove it to myself. [ one day i will express this to her]
I also really want to stop all of this ranting on my blog, although thanks Mianadots for your kindness, it really made me happy. I want it to merely be what it is intended for. Weight loss. So here it goes:
breakfast: oatmeal (it took me a really long time today to get the consistency of it right, i'm kinda picky about that)
lunch: gum, maybe a coke zero. most likely water.
dinner: ???
MY MOM IS GONE AWAY ON BUSINESS UNTIL FRIDAY!! YAYY!! so i can get away with eating absolutely anything !! I think I will do that, by the end of this week I want to be down 2lbs. [cross fingers]
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Your Welcome! : ) And it's awesome that you can fast. Ive been trying and Ive been dropping weight fairly quickly so hopefully you'll hit your target. And i am also picky about oatmeal lol
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